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Thursday, January 24th, 2008The latest issue of Willow magazine, published by Willow Creek Association, features my article “Embrace the Mess: Why Youth Must Lead Now.” Here’s an excerpt. It felt like a mutiny. As an official youth group, we were still young  not yet two years old  and our teens were even younger spiritually. Most were [...]
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Former Xcel Staff Gives Keynote Speach at ACS Graduation
Tuesday, November 27th, 2007Former Generation Xcel site director Rafael Santiago recently graduated as a Child Protective Case Worker for NYC’s Administration for Children’s Services. His classmates and instructors selected him from over 450 new case workers to speak at graduation to an audience that included guests, departmental leaders, and the agency Commissioner. From the ACS website: “Being a [...]
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